One Year Ago Today...

I blogged to all of you! Yep, it's my 1-year celebration! YAY. You've been with me through boy issues, concerts, friend talk, and interesting things that only cool people would know about. Sadly, this celebration has been soiled by one of the worst news ever. It even kills me to type this, but it's true. It seems that Kevin from BSB i leaving the group. When hearing about this, I almost cried. In fact, I did cry a little after it all sank in. I thought it was a cruel joke, but it's true, and I hate it! You already know my place in this: whatever is good for him, I'm fine, and if it means he has to leave the group I love so much, so be it. Still, I'm worried about the future. Will the others go on, or is it over completly? That's what scares me. It's going to take me a long while to deal with this, so don't blame me if I don't do stuff I'm supposed to...like read Adam's story (which I will, don't worry). I'm bidding my time right now with listening to Coldplay on a loop for the past few days; just recently I decided to put TCF and FOB to the mix...just to pep me up a bit. It's working a bit, but I'm still hurting.

Let me try to put the mood back up, by putting on the only show that could help through anything- RFR! This was the first episode I watched that started my love affire with RFR...and Robbie. *sigh*



Yeah...that does make me feel better a little more. I do need more...so here's another good episode- "I Am Question Mark". Good TV, I say.



Here are my saviors from utter pain and more tears...Coldplay's 'What If'.



Well...that's all. Here's to another year of insanity, fun, truth, and most importantly, me just being me. See you later!